Moleskine Pages- Bastard Loves

They demanded total honesty but couldn't face the truth. Secrets seeded the garden. The urge to speak eventually receded. No one missed the sound much, but... memories became painful, and untold stories caused unwanted pregnancies and bastard loves.

Moleskine Diary pages Jan 2012 - A Prayer For A Dead Dictator

There are patterns and orders to life that my little brain can't begin to comprehend let alone discern. This bothers me greatly because I know the information is there but I have no means to access it. Cycles ensure that nothing is permanent : good or bad. Does this make sense to anyone else ?